Twisted

What the heck, once again, there are things that plays with my mind, or course, as usual, they are the matter of being a materialistic person. Ever since I was a child, I was a materialistic person. I like many things thus those things can make me more intellectual, I really like studying and doing any good stuffs in my life, or should I say that because of my fond in learning new things, I know many things. I know how to act in a theater, I know how to cook like a chef does (I really do.), I sing even a little, I’m a co- host once, I’m a model for 2 years, sigh. But I’m concentrating for becoming an Engineer but what my Godfather say’s:”Gian, if you are a graduate of ECE or LAW, I can assure you of an official position in PNP.” What, then there’s go another thing that plays in my mind, even an engineer, there are other ambition that go to my mind, sooner or later I’m a captain in PNP if I pursue my studies but what the heck. I’m not boasting but should I say I’m almost perfect but not totally perfect. Gifted with wits, good looks, warm aura, sympathetic heart, understanding mind, intellect, sex appeal, multi lingual, jack of all trades, etc. that’s all what my friends says and I think all of those are true and many work/career can suit me. Waaaaaaaa, nose bleed. As of now, the thing that plays with my mind is, should I continue my career as a model (even part time) with matching studying for my success as an engineer. Its pretty tough. But being in show business has nothing to do if you’re educated enough for a star only shines bright on your early age but fades if your age fades away. Basta, parang gusto kong magartist pero mas priority ko ang maging kilala bilang engineer or politician ano ba talaga waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Pero ok lang naman ang minsang maging star at katagalan magiging star ang nakalagay sa balikat.

Fragments

Fragments of thoughts,
Can either act as the sword,
On the other hand, act as the shield.
Even you don’t discern,
how it is forged.
The aura of Mercury,
Can be soothing for Pluto Himself.

Through Joseph I saw,
Thoughts I can’t Foresaw.
Through Mary and God, I plead.
For A Comrade who relieves.
But I don’t know,
Those fragments are still undone.

I don’t know what Morpheus wants to show.
But Insight itself,
Provides various inklings to themselves.
Through mere fire of Mars,
As Perseus I conquer.
Douse the fiery notions of Ares,
Who forged the shards, innocently done.

Now it has morphed,
Temporarily as a sword.
A sword of wisdom,
That shines through my mind,
And understand my dreams.
Now the notes sealed and closed.
It finally revealed its means indeed.
It is a weapon to defend a friend indeed
Through Joseph’s Thoughts, I never realized.
The gift I wished from God.
Now my wish for a friend was granted,
And that friend of mine is YOU!!!