Saturday, October 20, 2007

Chronicles

It's been a year since I recovered from the wounds of my personality. and many things happened for this year long, but as always, still many people come in our way as we engage the new tomorow.
I can still remember the bitterness of losing a friend, losing a friend dead and losing a friend alive. for this year long, I lost 2 friends of mine alive and 2 friends of mine dead, 2 friends alive because they don't find a compromise and the broken friendship is not fixed. 2 friends dead because they died but i accept it even it's painful at my age, for now i know they seated at the right hand of God.
If losing a friend has the bitterness and pain, Gaining new friends is like flapping my wings to reach them out. for gaining new friends is like searching the globe through air. you just keep flapping your wings to search them, and I never could imagine I gained a lot of them, some of them are my cyberfriend(friends from the net, but only some of them are really threated as my friend) and friends in person, whoa, even i lost 4 of my former comrades, The 2 foolish and stupid dungheads, and the 2 unexpected to fade, the sorrow that i temporarily experienced was replaced by the wispy feeling and sweetness of new beginings.
So many days have passed, others still make fool of me but they can't be victorious. for even they leave their sarcastic words, mostly the 4 stupid ilk, you know who you are, you bullshits, insisting things that i'm not into. as before, I'm still a shoulder to lean on, other people still trust me for their secrets and their problems but they don't have to worry, as always, they can count on me.
everytime I remember the nightmare, I can't control myself from getting angry, specially to that 1 foolish hermaphroditic, and the 2 stupid inverted, they keep on insisting things eventhough i keep silent. i shouldn't be angry that much of the 2, for i know they are just driven my the nasty plans of that foolish hermaphroditic. you stupid Ilk, learn how to pray, war has nothing to do unlike peace itself. you're very stupid and desperate, and i can also say that you're abnormal, you can't let go of the things and you can't quit messing up with me even its nothing to do with me? you're only making a fool of yourself, but if you're too desperate to bring me down, go ahead, you don't learn do you? well common then. hahahaha.
eventhough there's bitterness, there is sweetness. just like now, many friends are in my way, to soothe the rough edges of the past. to those friends of mine, thanks to all of you. that help me a lot to lift up the pain i was on before.
though I'm successful in my life as a domestic partner, I'm still searching for the right lady for me, once it happened but, how soon it'll happen again? only God knows when it'll happen.
thanks for reading my blog, its been a season since a post my last blog. my God bless you always, peace to all of you, and God bless.

Rock the house
-Ian™ \m/-

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